#if you are transphobic i want you dead and i WILL tell you to kill yourself. idc !!!

[mockerycrow]

Talk About Sensitivity In The COD Fandom **Important.**

THIS IS NOT A DEBATE POST. DO NOT BOTHER.

Hey, everyone. After the reveal of Makarov in the trailer (as well as general concern), I think a chat about sensitivity is important. Since the trailer’s release, I have seen a major increase in simping for Makarov posts as well as genuine romanticization of Russia and/or Russian Soldiers. First, I want to talk about the romanticization of Russia and/or Russian soldiers because it’s seriously getting out of hand. I need you guys to realize that Russia is an ultranationalist country and yes, maybe not everyone who lives there believes what their government does, but it’s important to know a big portion of their population does. I have seen multiple posts and edits of this man right here (pictures below).

THIS GUY IS NOT SOMEONE YOU SHOULD LIKE, AND PEOPLE NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT HE DOES NOT LIKE YOU. This is one of the most popular Russian Soldiers amongst the internet due to the way he wears a mask, gear, has an accent, and is buff. He makes videos teaching soldiers how to kill people—innocent people in Ukraine who are just trying to survive. I have seen people straight up ignore when someone tells them what this man has done, so let me put it this way—he does not like you. He wants you dead. He is racist, a homophobe, transphobe, antisemitic, etc. He absolutely hates The West, and he does not like you unless you are a cis, straight, white 100% Russian. Even if you’re a woman, he DOES NOT LIKE YOU. If you American, HE DOES NOT WANT YOU ALIVE.

[This part is not targeted; just a general statement.] Second; there is a serious problem with how you guys address Makarov as a character. There is absolutely no problem enjoying him as a villain because I do too, but you guys have to realize that Makarov is an ultranationalist—which is exactly what Russia is right now, an ultranationalist terrorist state. “But he’s fictional, it doesn’t matter! it’s not that deep!” It actually is that deep. I keep seeing content for Makarov and I can’t force anyone to stop making “fluffy fics”, but I need y’all to have some fucking decency towards victims and people affected by the war. I know people who are affected by the war who feel ill seeing posts painting Makarov in a good light. If you are going to write Makarov, do NOT romanticize him as a character—do NOT paint him a decent or good light, because you can’t. Write him like the bastard he is. And no, this isn’t a “let people write what they wanna write” situation. You can do that, but please be expected to be judged and blocked by me and many others. Makarov is quite literally the characterization of everything that is wrong with Russia, and what HAS been wrong with Russia. Makarov is not a bad boy, a rebel, etc, he’s a fucking terrorist. Please be for real. “But the military in general is bad, so why does it matter specifically around Makarov?” Please see above my previous reasons. Thanks.

The overall message of this point is to be fucking respectful. There are actual people dying and slaughtered for no reason other than ruined pride and a lot of Ukrainian folk seek comfort and distractions in the internet and their fandoms. This ruins it for them and quite frankly, sometimes how Makarov is being written? It’s completely insensitive. Anyway, below are a few links where you can directly support the efforts and the people of Ukraine. Peace and love, and please write with critical thinking.

[genderqueerdykes]

how do you feel about the term transradfem? i loterally just figured out it existed and wanted to know your opinion.

good question!

it's still shitty and transphobic. it's not somehow woke and based to take rad feminism and say that includes trans women and then that's it like. nothing changes. the man hating is still rampant and treated like a good thing. policing identities is still standard practice.

as a trans woman, to me, it reads like a lot of these girls want to be validated in being a woman and seen as a woman, so they appeal to the man-hating girls only club that is rad feminism. in their minds, rad fems are the most woman and woman can get because it's 100% for (cis) women and (cis) women only. like i'm sure there's lots of other reasons, but it really stinks of wanting to suck up to cis women to be validated as a woman. it feels like some trans girls use this as a way to cope with dysphoria- it's not effective, however, as it's maladaptive and abusive. hating being seen as a man, personally, doesn't give you the right to hate men. men aren't the reason you get misgendered: cisheternormative queerphobic society is.

like idk what transfem needs to hear this but rad fems still very proudly hate you. they aren't going to suddenly like you just because you took their beliefs and then decided it includes trans women, now. that makes them hate you even more. they don't want to be associated with you. they still want you dead. they still think you're a predator. they don't see you as women and never will. they still misgender you. why are you trying to associate with them?

"oh well it's for trans women only we don't care about what cis rad fems think" great, you just created terf 2 and think it's a good idea. are you okay? this isn't progressive. if rad feminism is an affront to feminism, trans rad feminism is an affront to transfeminism. this has nothing to do with feminism, especially transfeminism. bullying trans men won't dismantle cisheteronormative patriarchy. telling trans men to kill ourselves won't make society treat women better. creating a divide between trans people doesn't get you ahead. it holds ALL of us back.

[swagyalastorwife]

Arcane x transfem!reader!who think negatively of themselves🩵💜❤️

A/N: hiiii guysssss (^-^)/❤️ so wrote this based on a request i hope you like it❤️❤️sorry for the spelling mistakes

⚠️warning ⚠️: none 🤓

Vi🥊

♡ No...no no, simply NO

♡ She literally finds you perfect!

♡ She can't imagine that you think negatively about yourself, it's not possible

♡ You are so perfect

♡ She worships you

♡ Even before you were together, she dreamed of being the chair you sat on!

♡ My god, the day she finds out that you have negative thoughts about yourself, she'll do anything to show you how perfect you are

♡ Because you are!! She'll hug you, kiss you, and hang out with you outside to make you think about something else.

♡ If someone ever makes a transphobic remark, she'll kill them right away; they won't even have time to finish their sentence before they'll be dead.

♡ She won't stop telling you every day that she loves you more than anything and that she'd be ready to die for you.

Jinx💣

♤ She doesn't understand.

♤ She has a hard time understanding how you can have negative thoughts about yourself when she loves you, even if she doesn't tell you often.

♤ She admires you, loves you, and respects you.

♤ The day she finds out you have negative thoughts, she'll do anything to make you forget them and finally see how amazing you are!

♤ She'll hold you in her arms, whispering sweet nothings in your ear.

♤ If someone ever makes a transphobic remark about you, she will make them explode right away!

Caitlyn🗡

♧ How dare you have negative thoughts when you are literally a god on earth!

♧ She finds you so incredible and loves you so much more than her own life ,never doubt it.

♧ When she finds out that you have negative thoughts about yourself, she will do anything to show you that you are perfect, that she loves you and that she desires you more than anything.

♧ She will give you a speech that will last several hours in which she lists all the things she loves about you, and it will take many hours because she loves you so much.

♧ She will also hug you and tell you how much she wants you by her side forever.

♧ If an asshole dares to make transphobic comments about you, she will first try to talk to him, then she will hit him with your gun.

♧ She cares about you too much to let an asshole insult you.

I hoooope you like it (^-^)/❤️

[lastoneout]

Seeing people say with their whole chests that forcefem has no parallel to irl violence or bigotry is fucking bonkers for like seven hundred different reasons but like the one that confuses me the most is we have documented proof of what goes on during conversion therapy and the kinds of shit transphobic parents will do to their kids afab who are too masc in any way, so like do you think that just doesn't happen? Everyone's lying? No transmasc or butch person has ever been murdered or abused to "fix" them?? 99.9% of butch folks afab have stories of being forcibly feminized by their friends and families, often violently, and I have heard from butch trans women that they face significant bigotry from other queer and trans people for the crime of being masc trans women. And intersex men have killed themselves over forced medical and social feminization!!

I just think maybe denying all the violence masc queer people of all types face at the hands of cishetperisex society to defend why your kink is woke is uh. Maybe extremely transphobic and butchphobic and exorsexist and intersexist?? Like I will defend both kinks because I think kinks are almost always morally neutral and I could not give less of a shit what people get off to but come the entire fuck on. If trans and gnc people who have their masculinity targeted exist, which they do, then forcefem has a real world parallel to systemic violence just like forcemasc does(as well as dozens of other kinks, this is a very normal thing and does not make either kink evil, I would wager a significant portion of incredibly common kinks parallel irl violence that's just...what kinks tend to be about, taboo shit), like please go watch Caelen Conrad's videos about infiltrating online gender critical parenting groups and tell me forcible feminization has never been weaponized in a way that could be extremely traumatizing and violent.

(My whole life I have had to deal with people constantly trying to make my name more feminine. I've had people outright refuse to believe I'm a girl named Alex including a customer who harassed me at work for like 10 minutes over it. I had a P.E. teacher growing up who refused to use my real goddamn name for a YEAR because apparently Alexis is a better name for a girl. People can't even be fucking normal about a girl named Alexandria preferring to go by Alex, there's a reason I refuse to tolerate it now, you pull this shit you're either apologizing and not ever doing it again or you're dead to me bcs it's genuinely insane that I should have my NAME denied to me because it's gender neutral and apparently to most folks gender neutral = masculine. They always wanna call me Ally or Lexie or Alexa or Alexis like Alex is one of the most common names in history can we not fucking act like a girl using it is a Defcon 5 Level Gender Deviance Crisis??? Not saying this doesn't happen to other trans and marginalized people of all types, it very much does, which is why it's crazy to me to deny that forced feminization has very much been a major form of violent oppression.)

Forcing masc folks to grow their hair out, wear women's clothes, use feminine deadnames or just names in general, to shave and wear makeup, refusing to give them birthday and christmas gifts they want in favor of girly stuff, sending them to conversion therapy or other institutions, forcibly impregnating them to deny them transition, just straight up beating them and treating them like garbage whenever they express masculinity, intersex medicalization and forced surgery and hormones that do not match the person's desires or gender, and yes gnc/butch trans women facing cis and trans folks who keep trying to "correct" their masculinity or suggest it's proof they aren't trans, these are all things that happen CONSTATLY to masc people, hell even cis men face this shit do you SEE the way white people treat asian and/or disabled men???

I s2g some of y'all think because the patriarchy exists society does not punish people who are not "supposed" to be masculine for being masculine anyway and it's actually deeply upsetting in a way that I cannot accurately put into words to hear my queer siblings deny the documented history of masculinity being punished when it deviates from societal expectations to defend a fucking KINK.

[sissytrapjamie]

I really think fakegirls like me should be used as a lightning rod for transphobic harrassment, queerphobic or even misogynistic harrassment. Leave the real women and queer people alone, I promise I'm a lot more fun, I'll actively help you harrass me. No need to spit on me as I pass you, just order me to stop and open my mouth wide. On command, I'll naturally swallow. Call me slurs and I'll repeat what I am back to you. I can be made to politely laugh along with cruel jokes at my expense. Beat me so my faggy voice gives way to deep, manly grunts. I'll call you honourifics befitting of your place above me, and thank you so humbly for your attention. You could take pictures or videos to blackmail me with and I'd look dead into to camera and smile sweetly.

If you have more time to kill, the opportunities are endless. You could make me order a takeaway to then hand it over and kneel on the cold, hard ground begging for scraps. You could make me buy you something in gratitude for your attention. Make me buy a nice haul of cosmetics only to throughly destroy it, even make me help. Or make me apply the most awful clownish make up and promise this will be my new look from now on. You could drag me to a barber and make sure I leave with a buzzcut, or to a tattoo parlour, tell me exactly what I'm getting tattooed where. It could be a homing beacon for others to treat me the same, a slur, James, anything mortifying. I think my forehead would be the best place, a nice little label I'll never be able to hide again. Every penny paid by me, naturally. I should've been a real man if I didn't want this.

I'd love to just serve those who despise me in such twisted ways, showing my superiors the full respect they deserve. And I'd even be doing my part to keep real women safe, there's no downside!

[transfemme-shelterdog]

All the transandrophobia/anti-transmasculinity has been getting to me.

It was hard enough coming to terms with being trans, and starting my transition. It was extra hard accepting that I'm mainly a feminine trans man, considering the attitudes around that.

Now with the "trans men really are the men of the trans community" and "trans men don't experience transphobia/misogyny/abuse" and "trans men haven't contributed anything to the trans community" and "these laws don't affect trans men" and "trans MRAs" and "theyfabs" and "bomb that kills all trans mascs" and "sit down and shut up for once" and "forcefem all tmes!" and "trans men are predators" and and and...

It just makes me not want to be a trans man anymore. It makes me feel like I'm bad, or lesser, or missing out on what the "real" trans and human experience is. Like my mlm love will never be as deep or as fun and my bonds will never be as meaningful as those between women.

I can't get any official help because "sorry, this program only helps women and no I don't have an alternative to recommend to you," and it feels like the queer community couldn't give less of a shit if I died. There's nothing for me, even just emotional support and the feeling of belonging. I will never belong anywhere. Even other trans men speak with derision about guys like me who just want to be listened to.

Like maybe if I went back to being a "broken girl" instead of a "gender traitor/disgusting man" people might give a shit about me again. Maybe they'd care about the violence and abuse I've survived, about my medical neglect, about my poverty and struggles and lack of support. Maybe I'd be able to access resources and maybe there'd be a community out there willing to help and comfort and love me if I need it. They tell me "welcome to being a man, isn't this what you wanted?"

But detransitioning also feels like what they want, except even that doesn't feel true because it feels like they just want me dead. I haven't even been able to afford hormones for years but I'm still very obviously trans and there's nothing I can do about that.

People say "oh you'll never encounter these opinions out in the real world" and that's zero comfort. Real people are saying these things. People are immensely capable of having horrific views and keeping it to themselves unless in "friendly" company, and their views are going to affect their actions and support of me, even if they're polite to my face, which they might not even be.

I'm sorry if this is a lot, I just have nobody I can actually talk to about this stuff.

I'm sorry to hear you're dealing with all that. I can see how it would be tough, and my heart does hurt for you, and every other trans guy out there that is going through the same stuff. That's why I'm so passionate about this issue - is because I care deeply about these struggles that I see you guys facing, and I want to help you how I can.

Ultimately, it's your choice if you want to detransition or not, and nobody is going to judge you, or see you as a bad person for doing so, if you do choose to do so. But I do ask, is that something you want? Would you rather be miserable and "accepted" as a woman, and deal with all the struggles that come with womanhood plus dysphoria? Or would you rather say "fuck you" to the haters, power through the hate, and be the man you've always wanted to be?

If you can't engage with the discourse online because of your mental state, that's ok. You're allowed to log off and go outside and ignore the shitty discourse. Yeah, there's still real world issues you'll need to face, but this at least reduces the amount of stress and mental load you have to deal with.

You should be who you want to be, no matter what others say. These transphobes are shitty people, and their opinions should mean jack shit to you. They think you're a "stupid theyfab" who should be blown up with a bomb? Adopt the mantra of: Cool opinion, it would look better shoved up your ass.

Don't give any credence or put any weight in the opinions of people who hold no value, and don't value you in return. Only care about the opinions of those who love you, and want the best for you.

There are people out there who do care about you, and do want you to keep being yourself. Surround yourself with those people, and don't listen to those who hate you. You detransitioning won't make them respect you any more. All you'll get out of it is more dysphoria.

I love you Anon. I care about you. Please don't stop being yourself. <3

[theanxiousghostartist]

TMAGP 39 - Dependents Spoilers

Reactions and Theories

Reactions:

GEORGIEE!! Ok, so Sam episode! Yay!!

Alice's parents' house?

Could still be alive? So TMAGP!Alice's parents are dead?

Breaking and Entering, go Georgie! Be gay do crimes!

Sam's humming is a fun nervous habit

TMA!Alice!

She's kissing him??

They were married???????????

Oh shit, TMA!Sam is dead...

Oh that's interesting, a lot of couples were trapped together.

Dreamsharing??? Like Jon and Elias did????

Ok, so Alice is in retail, beep-beep.

They were in the Flesh domain... That would make sense with TMAGP!Sam's trauma with the skeleton at the Institute.

Oooof, as a trans person, I am relating really hard to this story(? statement?) rn

Not the flesh being transphobic too /jjj

T4T Sam and Alice anyone?

This is very statemnt-y... Is [ERROR] there? Or Sam, do you have something you want to tell us? A connection with the Eye perhaps?

I wonder if Basira's a dreamer? With Daisy?

"Don't leave." Ouch.

THANK YOU SAM, SOMEONE NOTICED!

Oh, so they ARE going back to Alice. That's gonna be bad. She and Sam in TMA-verse (from her statement at least) seemed pretty co-dependent...

THE ARCHIVIST CAN TRAVEL THROUGH THE TAPE RECORDERS???? IT'S THE ONE LISTENING??????????

Theories:

From what we know so far about TMA!Alice, everyone she loved (her parents, Luke, and Sam) is dead, and she is stuck alone, with the only connection to her past being through her dreams (to Sam). This STRONGLY parallels TMAGP!Alice, which makes me extremely worried for her and her meeting with Heinrich Unheimlich even more worrying, with his Flesh elements (the cannibalism (?) pigs).

However, there is a difference between the two Alices: Our Alice isn't with Sam, she is not in a co-dependent relationship with Sam. I hope that this is enough to change her fate. Furthermore, while Alice is working on getting Sam back, she is more focused at the moment, with retracing Colin's steps and figuring out what FR3D1 is. I'm hoping this connection (as well as Celia's friendship and Gwen's friendship (possibly more)) will save her. She has much more of a support system in TMAGP and she has the added "distraction" (for lack of better words) with Colin's notes (and Joe Spooky's cousin/j).

The Archivist seems to be growing more powerful, with the traveling through tape recorders and (possibly) compelling without being physical present or killing Alice (although, I'm more inclined to believe that this was Sam compelling her, as he has been the only one to survive the Archivist when giving a full statement). What's interesting about this is that it's not going after Sam. It not going after Georgie and Melonie makes sense - one cannot feel fear and the other severed her connection with the Eye, but it has no real reason NOT to finish Sam off, unless it can't. This might mean that Sam's connecting to the "leftovers" of the domain, however, he probably won't Become, since the Fears are much more present in TMAGP!verse.

As for the next Sam episode, I think Alice might die. It would make sense for her too, she's stuck with the Fears as the only chance to see Sam (her Sam), and would probably jump at the chance to see him again (sort of like Ash in ep 37). I feel like it's going to act as a wake-up call of sorts for Sam? Like, oh shit, this could happen to MY Alice (as she's actively in danger with Heinrich Unheimlich). Maybe TMAGP!Alice Becomes. She will probably get scars. Maybe (but hopefully not) she'll die (please don't die TMAGP!Alice). Either way, it would act as a nice parallel between universes.

Based on the pattern, episode 40 should be back in TMAGP!verse, so I guess we'll get to see what will happen to Alice (please don't die, please don't die, please don't die).

See y'all next week!

(No updates on the Bingo yet. I mainly based it on TMAGP!Verse- Gwen hasn't screwed up completely yet and we haven't seen those I predicted we would see from TMA so...maybe something next week?)

[thewitchoftheweed]

oh sup

this blog got more followers than I anticipated, so here's a pinned post.

I'm thewitchoftheweed, or theweedwitch on Bsky, or MsWikit on AO3, or Noelle if you want a name to call me. Late 20s, she/her. This blog is occasionally NSFW and not suitable for people under 18. I would prefer minors not interact with my blog at all, but I'm not your mom.

I don't like DNI lists, so I'll just tell you the type of person I am and let you draw your own conclusions:

I am a pagan and practicing witch. I am happily married to my partner, who is nonbinary. I am an intersectional feminist. I think education, universal healthcare, robust reliable public transit, and social safety nets are necessary cornerstones of a functioning and civilized society. I don't like racists, sexists, transphobes, antisemites, or bigots of any kind, really. I have PTSD and I smoke a lot of weed.

If you take exception with any of the above, feel free to leave/block.

Current interests: Cult of the Lamb, Red Dead Redemption 2, Interview with the Vampire, Helluva Boss, Hazbin Hotel, TTRPGs (especially VtM currently), various other video games.

I'll also occasionally post about writing in general/my current reads. I tag things sporadically, so keep that in mind.

If you're here because of my fanfics: welcome! I'm always happy to accept asks/art/talk shop with folks about fandom. :) However, I do not participate in nor care about fandom or shipping "discourse." I really could not give less of a shit what other people are shipping/drawing/writing.

Feel free to block me if I post something you dislike; I am liberal with blocking and will do the same. Nothing personal, it's just curating our respective online experiences.

I am also obsessed with dinosaurs / extinct animals in general and I can infodump about that for a while if you've got an hour to kill.

Welcome, make yourself at home, and enjoy the firehose spray of Narilamb I will inevitably put on your dash if you follow me. <3

[radkindoffeminist]

Please. Just stop. I'm scared, feel alone and saw the worst thing I've seen on this platform. I'm just a gender fluid teen trying to make a difference but she what I saw... If anything hurt you I'm so so sorry, but you need to stop lashing out at people on the same boat as you... I'm happy to talk if you'll put your prejudices aside and just... Support trans people. I'm just a gender fluid minor in his bed, and it's fucking scary to know people want me killed on the site that's meant to be a safe place

If you cannot handle being on this site then you need to take a step back from it. Yeah, it sucks sometimes but even spaces which are supposed to be safe can be toxic and you need to learn to walk away from them. (It doesn't even have to be removing yourself from the site, but can just be keeping to a smaller circle.)

But I'm not changing my opinion for you. I'm not going to support the deeply homophobic and misogynistic movement.. I'm not going to support the movement which tells me that my condition (PCOS) makes me less than a woman, while acting like they're really progressive for accepting me. I'm not going to support the movement which ignores and dismisses the idea of sex-based oppression. I'm not going to support the movement which tells lesbians that they're transphobic for not liking dick. I'm not going to support the movement which consistently dismisses women and tells them that their issues are nothing in comparison to trans women’s issues and which attacks them for having legitimate concerns about self-ID.

I still don't want you dead. I hope that you live and thrive. But I am not going to be guilted into supporting a deeply homophobic and misogynistic movement because you think I want you dead if I don't.

[lewdist-lesions]

What's your opinion about metamythmachine? She's pretty skilled, but also very transphobic so idk if you'd fw her or anything. I personally don't, the only thing she's good at is realism and her shading is ass so there's nothing cool about her art to make her trash opinions worth it

I won't comment on their work, as that would be a low blow of me and I won't stoop to a level like that just to "dunk on the radfems"

I actually enjoyed their art, although it was tainted by their "radical feminist" ideals, but let's be honest and stop sugar coating them and call them the fascists they are.

I don't like them, and have their account blocked. I don't take kindly to individuals who want me dead. I'm a tranny myself, so there's no reason for me to like them. It's quite cruel to make a post saying "guess who won the election you trannies should kill yourselves now" especially after an election in a country where both parties are backed by a project that aims to eliminate trans individuals.

I don't see a reason of why I would justify transphobia of that level, let alone for some art. Just tell me you're unhappy in your skin enough that you need to project your insecurities onto a group of individuals who are happy with their identity, metamyth.

[raz-writes-the-thing]

That Smile

Negan x TransMale!Reader (GN pronouns)

Synopsis: Negan offers some very Negan-esque support when he discovers that the Reader has had to deal with some transphobic issues at the Sanctuary.

CW: transphobia, no slurs used, Negan being very Negan, Negan being suggestive (as per usual), no pronouns used for the Reader though it is specified that they are trans male.

Requests are: OPEN

“Oh, fuck,” Negan says, looking almost like he’s about to panic. Which is decidedly not a common occurrence for him. “Shit, handsome- I didn’t mean it. I was just breaking your balls a little bit.” 

You might have made a mistake here. Of all the people you could have screamed at- the leader of the Sanctuary was probably not the smartest choice. Oh, but you just couldn’t help it. 

Not everyone stared, and not everyone was rude. There was pockets of kindness here and there- people who understood who you were and respected you for who you were. 

As always, though, there were people who did not understand. People who looked at you weird or avoided you in the market. Negan had set out rules for basic respect, but that didn’t stop the occasional hate-speech or threat. It was the end of the world, after all, not Utopia. 

“You have no idea what this is like, Negan,” you say with a sneer. He sets his jaw but doesn’t reply, letting you vent. “Every day someone makes a comment just loud enough that I can hear, or someone shoves into my shoulder. Or, hell, just the other day- someone called me something that was… absolutely vile.” 

You point an accusatory finger at the man, whose gaze is getting darker with anger by the second. 

“And you!” You start to raise your voice, and Negan’s lips twitch as if he’s trying not to grin. “You let it happen. And I am so sick of everyone’s fucking shit!” 

Negan rubs a gloved hand over his chin, chuckling darkly as he does so. 

“You done, gorgeous?” He asks, or tells, really. There’s no room for argument with the way he unclenches his jaw. “Because I have something to say, and you? You are gonna listen.” 

Negan places Lucille carefully leaned against the table before rounding it to stand before you. You swallow thickly, not sure where this is going, but not sure you like it either. 

“I need you,” he says slowly while raising a finger to brush your temple softly. “To cast your big ‘ol brain back a few days and really think about what I’m about to ask you.” 

You stumble over a few attempts at speech before he shushes you softly. 

“The fuckhead that broke the rules? Called you something he really shouldn’t have…” His eyes flit between yours, lips spreading out into a grin that would send molten heat through a celibacy-practicing nun. “...when did you see him last?”

You let out a little ‘uh’ sound, trying to order your brain to stop tumbling around and work out the answer. It had been three days since the slur, and… now that you were really thinking about it. You hadn’t seen him since. Usually he was always lurking around to get another shot in.

The realisation must have shown on your face, because Negan let out a throaty chuckle. 

“See? Now you’re gettin’ it,” he says, leaning back against the table and crossing his arms. “Now, I know you wouldn’t want me killing anyone, so, don’t worry. He’s not dead.” You bit back the sarcastic comment that threatened to spill out.

Negan runs his tongue over his bottom lip as if savouring something very sweet. Your eyes track the movement, and you know he knows it.

“But that doesn’t mean he’s having a good time, either.” 

“What did you, uh, do to him?” You ask, voice breathy with desire. No one had defended you quite like this before. And if you didn’t know any better, you’d think Negan was flirting with you just to make a point. 

But it had been like this for months. Negan putting on all the charm when you were around, and doing his damndest to get you to open up to him. He didn’t care that you were trans, he liked you for you. 

You liked him too, of course. How could you not? Big strapping man with big dick energy, a leather jacket and a phallic bat? What wasn’t to love? 

“Oh, you know,” he chuckled. “Threw him the hole for a few days. Shit, I think he’s still in there.” 

You stifled a smile, knowing that the asshole was now suffering for his crimes. Well, shit- turns out Negan did give a shit about your rights. It was almost like he was an active protestor for Trans Rights. The thought made you laugh.

“I’ll have to make a trip down there to see if he’s learned his lesson yet.” 

This time you can’t bite back the smile, and he draws out an appreciative noise. 

“Oh, there he is,” he brushes your chin with his thumb. “There’s that handsome smile. Fuck, you really turn me on, you know that?” 

Your grin splits wider and blood rises to your cheeks. 

“I’m serious!” He defends himself. “My dick is so hard right now- I could cut diamonds.”

You role your eyes at his theatrics, but he knows that you enjoy his crude comments. He knows you want him. His gaze softens for a moment, and the sincerity you see there almost makes you melt. 

“No more hiding things from me,” he says. “Something happens- someone breaks the rules? You come find me.” Negan lets out a huff of a sigh, caressing your jaw now. 

“Can’t have my handsome man upset, can we? I just live for that smile.”  

You don’t even notice the grin spreading across your lips this time. 

“Yeah, that’s the one…”

[elecx86]

I, for one, would love to hear about your au

I’m so glad you asked!

This will be a kinda long answer…

ENA AU Expounding Time!

Okay to start this is kind of a crossover AU for Gravity Falls and The Owl House. Mainly using them as inspiration for the story and character motivation. I might make it more my own thing later as I develop the AU.

AU Content Warnings: Mentions of Blood, BBQ ENA has PTSD, Angst, Moony’s dad is Transphobic, and homophobic. He later Learns to be an ally.

Character names for the AU to start things off. The current date for the story is:

6-1-2012

Jena (Series ENA AU name) Blood Demon/Human AFAB She/they Age: 12 Born: 6-4-1999

Hal/Harold (Human Board AU name) Blood Demon/Human AMAB He/Him Age: 4 Born: 3-27-2008

Rena (BBQ ENA AU name) Blood Demon intersex She/he Age: 36 Born: 9-22-1975

Carol (Coral Glasses AU name) Human AFAB She/her Age: 38 Born: 1-27-1974

Moony Human Molly (Legal name/Dead name) AFAB Nonbinary She/They Age: 12 Born: 8-8-1999

Ben (Moony’s dad, OC) Human AMAB He/Him Age: 37 Born: 9-15-1973

Overview for this AU

Rena is a Blood demon (I’ll give more info on Blood demons in a later post.) simply put she’s not human but can disguise herself as human. her parents were killed when she was 14 by government operatives. She escaped and now lives in Gravity Falls. She later fell in love with a human, Carol.

It took a long time for Rena to tell Carol what she was. Mainly because Carol is a government operative (giving Rena a crisis) investigating the weirdness In Gravity Falls, which made Rena initially scared of Carol. When Rena finally did show her. Carol was shocked at first but accepted her since they loved each other (I will write a scene for this eventually). Due to gay marriage not being legal, they lived together but were not seen as a married couple. Which Rena was fine with mainly because Blood demons had their own way of “getting married” (called blood marking)

They have two kids, Jena (12) and Harold (4). Blood demons don’t develop their human disguise till their 5 or 6, so Harold doesn’t have one, yet… Jena does. Blood Demons also have a secondary “enraged” form, which is often learned when a blood demon turns 3. (For Jena, Hal, and Rena they have wings in this form.) Blood Demons enraged form grow to about double their base forms height by the time they’re 14-16.

Moony is Jena’s only friend since Jena has vitiligo in her human form kids at school bully her for it. Moony and Jena started dating last year, they keep it to themselves though mainly due to Moony’s dad being homophobic, and deadnaming Moony all the time… he also refuses to let Jena hang around Moony if he’s around, since she's “polluting” Moony’s mind…

Jena’s parents don’t let her have Moony over at the house. Since Hal, doesn’t have his human form/disguise yet. This changes later…

...

I'll make another post, giving more info IF you people want more from this AU. sorry if there's spelling errors... I did this in one sitting as a stream of consciousness sort of thing... while looking at previous ideas I had for this AU...

Art for this AU:

Character Designs,

(still working on Hal and Ben’s designs)

Wing designs/enraged forms for Jena and Rena

Piece I did for shading practice (Jena shows Moony her demon form) WIP version

[justinspoliticalcorner]

Ryan Adamczeski at The Advocate:

Vivian Wilson is fact-checking own father after billionaire Elon Musk made bigoted comments about her gender. The billionaire recently attacked gender-affirming care in an interview with conspiracy theorist Jordan Peterson for conservative platform the Daily Wire, claiming that the life-saving treatment "killed" his daughter while repeatedly misgendering her.

Musk said that when his daughter wanted to begin transitioning, he “was essentially tricked into signing documents" before he "had really any understanding of what was going on." He said that doctors told him his daughter "might commit suicide" if she was prevented from receiving care. "I lost my son. They call it ‘deadnaming’ for a reason," Musk said. "The reason it’s called ‘deadnaming’ is because, your son is dead. So my son is dead, killed by the woke mind virus.” Wilson has since responded to Musk's assertions on Threads, the rival to his platform Twitter/X, saying that her biological father's claims are so blatantly false that she's "just started to find it funny at this point." " "Calling me dead on a podcast with JORDAN PETERSON of all people while basically admitting you have zero reading comprehension by saying you were “tricked” into signing documents that you read over multiple times is basically a parody of itself," she wrote. "Like it’s honestly camp-"

"I look pretty good for a dead bitch," she added. Wilson then debunked some of Musk's other assertions about her, among them several homophobic stereotypes about her youth, including that she was a fan of musical theatre (she wasn't) and picking out clothes for Musk to wear (she didn't). Musk also claimed that Wilson was "born slightly autistic."

You tell ‘em, Vivian Jenna Wilson! So glad she made posts on Threads calling out Elon Musk’s narcissistic and transphobic behavior.

Elon Musk can go touch grass and quit picking on LGBTQ+ people (especially trans and GNC people).

See Also:

Erin In The Morning: Elon Musk's Trans Daughter Vivian Responds To His Transphobia: "Go Touch Some F–king Grass"

[snaxle]

just saw someone say the reason bi lesbians are problematic is because they're inclusive of radfems, and that bi lesbians spew terf rhetoric. i dont know what kinda secret alternate universe you're living in where terfs are supportive of mspec identities but im begging you to turn on your brain cells for longer than 5 seconds at a time and then go outside instead of wallowing in queer twitter discourse made by 15 year olds 10 hours every day you fucking idiots.

terfs dont fucking like bi lesbians. terfs would rather watch us either kill ourselves than ever support our identities.

"i hate mspec lesbians because they tell people who hate men that they're sharing terf beliefs, which is exactly what terfs want!!" have you literally never seen a terf's account before in your life? they fucking hate men and want everyone in the world to know that every single man in the world no matter how old they are that they're gross ugly creatures who all hate women and want nothing more than to prey on the downfall of all women. yea, even those 6 and 12 year old boys that live next door to you. so yea, while you're posting your quirky little "i hate all men they're disgusting ��" posts every three days for your 400 twitter followers, you're 100% spewing terf rhetoric!! no that doesnt mean you're a fucking terf but you're sharing into their beliefs and spreading their agenda every time you do this shit which is what they want!!!!

"the term lesbian is already inclusive of trans and nonbinary people, so using the term bi/mspec lesbian is problematic because you dont think trans people can be lesbians!" look me in the eyes. do you genuinely, honest to god think that terfs care about that. do you genuinely think terfs are okay with trans people calling themselves a lesbian. terfs dont fucking care, they still want you to either detransition and realize how "evil" being trans is and follow in their beliefs, or they want you dead. a nonbinary trans man who uses he/him pronouns calling himself a bi lesbian is literally the least of your fucking worries.

i am trans and bigender. even if i just called myself solely a lesbian without the extra labels, terfs still wont fucking accept me because i am not a pure innocent 100% woman. they will not accept me even when i tell them i feel more like a woman most days than i do a man because i am not their definition of what a woman should be. "it doesnt matter what terfs say, lesbian is still inclusive of trans people!" no, it's only inclusive of trans people that you deem are good and women enough to use the label.

people love going around talking about how they're so so supportive of any and all identities and then immediately turn around and be like "hmmm but not Yours." i could be the most perfect woman in the world, but the second i so much as mention i think a man looks attractive, then i am not being a lesbian the Right way.

so who the fuck cares anymore. who cares if i use the term bisexual lesbian to identify myself? im already doing it all wrong supposedly, so who cares if im more of a problem than i already am? the queer people im supposed to share a community with would rather side on the side of terfs because im not being a lesbian in the supposedly Correct way, and no matter what i say to try defending myself I'll never be seen as a true and proper lesbian because random strangers on the internet i will never meet ever in my life has already dictated that I'm not good enough. that my existence is problematic and harmful to everyone else, completely ignorant of the fact that they're unwillingly sharing in the beliefs of transphobes, homophobes and conservatives who would like nothing more than to wipe us all out instead of standing together as a community.

but you know, putting bi lesbians on your dni or whatever is more important.

[grubbymunchkin]

Fuck it, I'm bored. Here's my trans Soldier back story headcanon (that I didn't wanna share in case it got stolen before I could write a fic)

Soldier's real name is not 'Jane Doe', but it stuck with him cuz he didn't wanna tell the government his dead name. To this day he doesn't understand that they kept calling him 'Jane Doe' instead of 'John Doe' (the names the government gives to unidentified persons) because they were being transphobic and trying to get a rise out of him at the time (they failed).

He was born into a very rich, posh, snooty family in Georgia that didn't give a shit about him bc he was the third out of 4 children (an older sister and brother, and younger sister) and he was kind of the weird one. Sweet little ADHD gremlin got little to no attention from his parents, and he often resulted to making loud noises and screaming to be heard. Was regularly beaten as punishment, and (like Scout) learned to associate physical punishment with 'people caring about you'. He was also punished with stuff like being made to sleep outside on the lawn, destroying his things, made to watch as they killed his dog(a stray named Sarge he had rescued), etc. Also he had glue ear when he was little that went untreated for over a year (leading to lasting hearing difficulties and health issues)

He idolized his extremely patriotic older brother who went to military camp at 17, hoping to go to war. Soldier would bombard him with letters demanding every little detail. Was always being compared to his older sister being the perfect daughter (married out at 19), and they didn't talk much and didn't always get along. His younger sister did all that nasty beauty pageant shit (they tried to get Soldier to do it, he didn't like it and would bury the dresses in the backyard in protest)

Never learned how to do many simple tasks like making himself dinner, instead opting to snack on raw ingredients or go outside and chew on leaves. He would have learned cooking and cleaning and sewing at the boarding school he was sent to, but he had a habit of escaping and hiding in a fort in the junk yard. His vivid imagination kept him busy pretending to be a soldier in war.

His parents eventually got so fed up with him that they kicked him out (he stole a firecracker and lit it up the chimney 'for America') and he ran off to find his brother and go to military camp. Was laughed at and told 'girls can't be in the army'. His brother was similarly opposed to him joining the army at first, but Soldier managed to convince him of his love for America and God and desire to fight for it, so the older brother helped him look like a guy and get in Mulan style

Lasted a few days before a particularly nasty group of teens started picking on him and eventually figured out he wasn't born a guy. They tried to blackmail him, he killed them, and with the help of his brother made it look like they were actually spies or something. Both got a little mock medal. Soldier was very happy but his brother was pissed, saying that it had been way too close and Soldier needed to go. Soldier bluntly refused, to which his brother got really mad and said some things he didn't mean and even threatened to out him himself.

Angry but so far undefeated, Soldier applied to every branch of the military that he possibly could, but thanks to the period typically transphobia and the fact that he didn't know how and didn't want to do the menial jobs that women in the army typically did, was rejected. Soldier was living on the streets at 19, still trying to look masculine, when he met Medic. Medic wasn't exactly living on the streets, but bouncing around different countries mainly to try and get away from the war (I have my own theories on Medic's backstory; Nazis didn't like him but Americans didn't like him either bc he was German). Anyway Medic needed an assistant for his research: an American who could get away with walking down the street or opening his mouth without being accused of being a spy.

Soldier was hesitant at first, but luckily didn't know about the war (and didn't even really understand that Medic wasn't American). Medic managed to convince him, promising pay, a place to sleep, and a number of favours in return. Soldier also managed to talk Medic into giving him gender affirming surgery, which Medic was all too happy to do for him. The pair lived together in a hidden workshop, Soldier would go outside to get parts and patients, and Medic would stay inside working on various inventions. Medic was somewhat surprised that Soldier didn't know how to make food, but figured that since he did (self taught) and was stuck inside all day anyway he would make meals for them both.

Eventually, thanks to a stranger on the street cheering that the war was over, Soldier caught on that there was an actual war going on and that it wasn't just some glorious, ever present abstract concept. Somehow failing to catch that it was OVER in his excitement, Soldier went back to Medic to suggest that they go together to get in on the fighting. Medic, also unaware that the war was over since Soldier was his only news outlet, absolutely refused. The last thing he needed was to get killed in battle, but he still needed Soldier to be his assistant. He tried to trick Soldier into staying, which backfired and Soldier just ended up going by himself and leaving Medic behind. (Medic got out of America himself and later met Spy) (I like to think the team fortress mercs weren't actually 'hand picked', they were the only ones Saxton could get for cheap, and at least half of them were only hired because Spy was like 'hold up I know a guy')

Soldier stole a rocket launcher from the army, went to Poland, killed a bunch of innocents by accident (that bit's actual canon lore btw), then went back to America, looked for Medic for a bit but found Merasmus instead. Later after Medic got recruited to Mann.co, he recommended Jane Doe for the 'Soldier' class. Miss Pauling tracked Soldier down and got him to join (the 'gravel war' bit sold him), and the rest is history.

[chronophobiaclown]

I forgot to make a pinned post earlier and It’s long so it’s below the cut! Please read it if you’re new but I wanted it to be short so you don’t have to scroll past it every time you check out my blog :]

Okay so Im ChronophobiaClown, Chronophobia is the fear of time (more below) and idk I like clowns. You can call me Chrono, Copper, Cop, full blog name, give me a nickname, mix and match- I don’t really care. If you have a cool nickname idea feel free to put it in my ask box!

[i tend to be a little time blind! This is all good and chill but when I kind of think about time a lot or even check the clock often in the span of a few minutes I can get very stressed out about it and I have had full on panic attacks relating to it before! If you have questions about it you’re free to ask but please don’t tell me it’s not real, I’m being overdramatic, or that it’s not a real fear. It gives me just as much fear in my system as if I was throwing myself into a pit of fire, some times more than others. So uh- chronophobia I guess]

My pronouns are They/Them currently, but also having a breakdown about if I’m transmasc or not?? I mean probably not but maybe so if ur gonna mess them up go for masculine ig but preferably androgynous

I’m a minor! Please do not forget this. Even if I post about things like helluva or inappropriate jokes- I don’t want those sent directly to me. I’m also ace which just reenforces this. Don’t be freaky. I’m serious.

You can also find me on Pinterest as

I haven’t posted there in a while but if you wanted to check it out or see what other personalities I hold you’re free to! I might show my YouTube sometime in the future but I haven’t posted anything yet so not right now

I have diagnosed depression and my therapist thinks I have anxiety and maybe adhd but she’s not sure and I always feel bad when I claim I am neurodivergent so even if I post about it I would prefer you don’t straight up say I have adhd and the like. Also please don’t dm me with anything related to killing myself or hurting myself. I tend to take those things seriously so please just don’t.

Don’t try to talk to me about religions or politics if not relating to what I’ve said. What I mean is you can agree and you can put up counter arguments for me to consider, but I wouldn’t like it if you got mad at me or left hate comments or the like

Which leads me to DNIs. They’re pretty basic, MAPs, Pedos, racist, ableist, transphobic, homophobic, MAGA, or that sort of stuff. I will block you immediately.

BASIC FACTS/INFO/MY FAVORITE THINGS

My favorite colors- black and yellow for life dude. My friends sometimes see yellow and think of me I guess???

My favorite animal- whale shark. I saw a comic once where it couldn’t figure out to go in the shark bathroom or the whale one and that resonated with 10 yo nonbinary me

Favorite food- I like these enchiladas that I make myself and If you ask I could send you the recipe. Otherwise I love salad but when it’s just the leaves like a rabbit or smth

Favorite place- I love going to Seattle. I love the weather, it’s got nirvana, Kraken, MoPOP, Dicks BURGERS, it’s perfect wish I lived there

MY INTERESTS!!!

Marvel- especially old comics, favorite characters include Loki, spider-punk, Peter Quill, squirrel girl, Hawkeye

Life series- my favorite was wildlife, I don’t want any hate and it’s mainly cause I’m a bigggg Joel fan. We love Minecraft YT here

Wes Anderson- haha I’ve memorized the entire beginning of the narrator’s script I’m totally mentally stable let’s go

COD- I love call of duty. My favorite character is captain Price but in a fatherly way not nsfw and if you tell me Soap’s dead he’s not leave

Beetlejuice- oohohohooo say my name three times! I love beetlejuice so much, both the original movie, cartoon, and musical (but ew the new movie was trash)

School of rock!!!- one of the first movies I watched, childhood comfort film and I also loved the musical

Hellaverse- I love hazbin and helluva, especially the earlier episodes. I love Alex Brightman characters so my favorite is obviously Fizz

Glitch!!- I love murder drones, amazing digital circus (and gooseworx in general Darly Boxman my beloved) plus I’m so excited for gaslight district and knights of guinevere!

Monty Python- and the holy grain go brrrrr I love this so much holy crap. I have a homemade sir Lancelot hoodie that gay loser

Musicals- I’ve already listened most of these but all together now- beeltejuice, school of rock, spamalot, and I kinda want to get into hades town but I haven’t yet. Also my first musical I went to ever was Oklahoma :]

old man music!!!- I adore the old man music. I’ve done an entire English project on Dave Grohl, so I love Nirvana, Foo Fighters, Green Day, Offspring, Ramones, Beatles, David Bowie, AC/DC, Cheap trick, Queen, Talking heads, Cage The Elephant, BO BURNHAM!!, any song sung by Alex Brightman tbh, Hozier, Fontaines, NSP, White Stripes, Blur, and THE MOST UNDERRATED BAND DURRY ITS SO GOOD

Coraline- I love Coraline! Gay awakening tbh. I was so young when I watched this like everyone says it’s so creepy and I was just desensitized to it

Cosplay/Conventions- I cosplay a lot! And I go to anime conventions. I’ll sometimes post about that but not excessively I think

Punk culture- I love the ideals, I love the style, I personally do not believe that pop punk is poser punk. This is because punk is really about the beliefs and I think even if that’s what I listen to I should still be “punk”

Museums!!- I love going to museums. I love art museums, museums for things I don’t know about, but my FAVORITE is MoPOP in Seattle it’s so fun fr like if someone took me there I’d latch onto them they’re my best friend now and I’ve spent an entire day open to close there.

ALT 94.7- it’s just for people in sac but if you are and want to know my music taste better, this is my favorite radio station!

ASKS!!!

Please ask stuff! It makes me feel so good and needed and I love it so ask me stuff! Both annon and not annon are great! I LOVEEEEEE ASKS!!!

In my asks I’ll take: normal questions about me, requests for me to do something (art, cosplay, something like that- but I might and I might not), show me cool stuff you made, give me suggestions for books or fics, give me music suggestions!, give me ideas to make stuff, tell me about ur hyperfixations! I will listen!, advice- though I can’t promise I’ll always know what to say!, or if you come up with smth else! I don’t care just give me askssss

MOOTS

My main moots :] if I forgot u please put in an ask

@thejohnlockedfemboy @autophobiastar @averylongferret @kaeruutv @kitab00m101 @the-bug-carnival @thesaltyblobfish

Go check them out! They’re all super cool and awesome nice people cause my friends are rad

My favorite blogs that aren’t moots are

Yooo-let’s-go (best cod art hands down)

Gooseworx (Y’know it’s just goose)

Rusty courage (their animatics are just chefs kiss)

And I’m not @ ing them just cause I’m too scared and I don’t want them to get notifs

I might edit this often if I forget something or if something changes or I get a new interest. Thonks for reading.

AND YEAH! THATS ME!